The knife

AS I LOOK AT THE KNIFE AND I CUT SOME MORE.

THE KNIFE IS MY BEST FRIEND.

THE KNIFE IS NOT JUST A KNIFE IS SOMETHING THAT TAKES MY PAIN AWAY.

THE KNIFE FEEL WHAT I FEEL.

THE KNIFE GOT EYES IT KNOWS WHO I WANT TO DESTORY.

THE KNIFE GOT MY BACK NO MATTER WHAT.

THE KNIFE KNOW WHAT I BEEN THROUGH.

THE KNIFE IS ALL I GOT CAZ WHEN I AM SAD I PICK IT UP.

THE KNIFE KNOW WHO I HATE SO MUCH.

THE KNIFE HAS BEEN IN M HEART AND ARM.

THE KNIFE.

What has been going on in my head

I haven’t been myself lately. I have been through good and bad times. The good times are good but the bad times is bad. I don’t wanna let that effect me but sometimes it does get to me. When it gets to me I get mad and I would be mad almost the whole day. I don’t want to feel like that anymore. It’s not a good feeling at all. I wanna control my anger. When I get mad I hold my anger in. I know that is bad but is me. I wish I can take my Anger problem away. I want to be a happy person. I have a big heart but sometimes that’s is not a good thing at All. I need to change my ways and become a better person. I will do what I got to do to change.

Quote

‘Have you ever had enough with is world and want to get away but you dont know where to go or what to do? The world is crashing down on us we are standing here with no where to go. What do we do from here?

Enough

To tell everyone the truth I had enough with is world and people.
Enough with the pain inside.
Enough with love.
Enough with broken heart.
Enough with the fighting.
Enough with how people treat me.
Enough with the bullshit.
Enough with no repect.
Enough.

Yes man chan

THERE IS IS GREAT PLACE CALLED YES MAN CHAN. HERE THE ASAIN FOOD IS SO GOOD AND EVERYTHING IS NATRUAL. WE DON’T FREEZE ANYTHING AT ALL. WE MAKE GOOD ASAIN FOOD AND IF YOU LIKE ASAIN FOOD COME HERE AND CHECK IT OUT. THE PEOPLE HERE IS NICE AND WE KNOW WHAT YOU NEED. YOU CAN GOOGLE US AT YES MAN CHAN OR YELP US. WE WANT EVERYONE TO COME AND TRY OUT OUR FOOD AND CHECK OUT WHAT WE HAVE. WE ARE A SMALL BUSINESS BUT WE WANT TO MAKE IT BIG. WE WANT EVERYONE TO COME AND TRY OUT OUR FOOD. I KNOW EVERYONE WILL LIKE OUR FOOD! IF YOU ARE INTERESTED LET ME KNOW THANK YOU!

A MESSAGE TO YA

I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH AND I AM STILL HERE. I LOOK AT MYSELF AND BE SUPERIS . NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS I EVER KNEW I WILL MAKE IT IS FAR AND ALIVE! I HAVE DONE SOMETHING THINGS IN THE PAST. WHAT I AM SO SHOCKED IS THAT NO MATTER WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH I ALWAYS TELL MYSELF IS OK THAT I AM A STRONG PERSON. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SHIT THAT NO ONE KNEW I CAN GET THROUGH AT ALL. TO SOME PEOPLE I MAY LOOK WEAK BUT WHEN THEY KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH THEY WILL NOT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT AT ALL. I HAVE MADE SOME MISTAKES THAT MY DAD AND MOM HAVE TO ABUSE ME BUT IT WAS MY WRONGS. SOMETIMES I GUESS WHEN PEOPLE WHEN SOME PEOPLE GET MAD THEY HIT ME..WELL MY FAMILY. I KNOW IS IF I NEVER DONE THOSE THINGS I WOULD NEVER GOT ABUSE WELL YOU NEVER KNOW. TO ME LIFE IS LIKE A LONG RIDE. I STILL HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO BUT THAT IS LIFE AND I NEVER KNEW I CAN MAKE IT IS FAR AND I AM GONNA ACCOMPLISH SOMETHING BIG. I WILL NOT GIVE UP. WELL I DON’T CARE WHAT I GOT TO FACE I WILL MAKE IT TO THE TOP CAZ I MADE IT IS FAR!

LIFE

LIFE IS A MESS.
LIFE IS A ROLLERCOSTER.
LIFE IS LIKE A FLOWER SOMETIMES.
LIFE HAS US IN A US IN IT’S OWN HANDS.
LIFE BRINGS US TO A PLACE WE NEVER BEEN TO AT ALL.
LIFE IS NOT A GAME.
LIFE WE HAVE TO APPERICATE IT!
LIFE

I HAVE BEEN

I HAVE BEEN SAD BUT WHO CARES.
I HAVE BEEN IN THE DARK ROOM BY MYSELF WHO IS THERE NO ONE.
I HAVE BEEN FEELING ALONE WHO IS THERE BY MY SIDE NO ONE.
I HAVE BEEN FEELING LIKE DYING FOR A WHILE WHO CARES?
I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO DO BETTER WHO SEES IT?
I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO PROVE THEM WONG WHO CARES.
I HAVE BEEN ALL ALONE AND CRYING WHO CARES.
I HAVE BEEN DIED INSIDE WHO SEES IT?
I HAVE BEEN NOT PERFECT BUT CAN ANYONE SEE PASS THAT.
I HAVE BEEN CALLED A FUCK UP BUT I AM NOT AT ALL.
I HAVE BEEN CALLED CRAZY BUT I AM NOT CAN ANYONE SEE THAT?
I HAVE BEEN FADING AWAY FROM IS WORLD DOES ANYONE KNOW I BET YOU NO ONE DOES.
I HAVE BEEN

LESBIANS AND GAYS

If you are gay or lesbians in other place you will get raped and killed. This is not right at all. This is serious and we need to come together and make is go away. We gays and lesbians should treated like human beings. We areĀ  all the same. It does mean we are ALL human. It means we like girls and guys so the fuck what! we lesbians and gays we still have a family and friends. We are nice to everyone and repect everyone around us.In Africa your gay or lesbians you get raped and killed! WHAT THE FUCK! Shit what happen if they come back to life and kill the people who killed them? They think being gay or lesbians is so bad! Why should we die and and they people who kills the lesbians and gays live? This is not right at all! We need to see is shit and make changes! SHIT I THINK THEY PEOPLE WHO KILL THE LESBIANS AND GAYS THEY SHOULD ALL DIE AND BURN IN HELL! THE PEOPLE WHO HATES LESBIANS AND GAYS THEY SHOULD DIE NOT BEING ALIVE AND LIVE THEIR LIFE SHIT.! IF SOMEONE SAY SOMETHING TO ME BEING ME WILL THEY AIN’T GONNA BE AROUND. SHIT WE LESBIANS AND GAYS WILL GET REPECT SOON! I KNOW IT!

IF I DIE

ID I DIE DON’T CRY CAZ I AM STILL HERE BY YOUR SIDE.

IF I DIE SMILE CAZ I WANT YOU TO SMILE NOT CRY.

IF I DIE KNOW THAT I AM NOT FAR FROM YOU AT ALL.

IF I DIE KNOW THAT I WANT YOU TO ACCOMPLISH WHAT I HAVEN’T ACCOMPLISH YET.

IF I DIE KNOW THAT I WAS A GOOD PERSON.

IF I DIE REMEMBER THE GOOD I HAVE DONE NOT THE BAD.

IF I DIE KNOW THAT I AM A PERSON WHO IS A NOT NORMAL.

IF I DIE.

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